Rumble Tumble, Gotta be Humble [Noodle]

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 25 Nov 2020, 13:35

I’m starting my own journal. I love Ivory, Lolin, and Citizen, I just wanted to do my own.

Hi all.
I’m Claudia; I like k-Pop and drawing. I actually really enjoy arts and crafts and I’m one of those people who gathers up all these art supplies and just hoards them for a just in case

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I have two kids. Ages 5 and 2. Not technically married, but practically at this point. But sometimes I wonder if I’m good enough for all 3 of them. I wonder sometimes.

I struggle with PPD still. I have long lasting anxiety from it, and there will be most days where I feel like I’m okay, and then I just hit a low point to where I feel like I’m not good enough.

I’ve done the pills route it’s not a thing for me. They make me feel foggy. Have to deal with it on my own.

Dealing with COVID in the state of Texas is just... mind blowing. People are so against wearing masks I’m just flabbergasted. Sometimes I just want to tell people off, but then it could also get you shot, so really there’s no winning.

I sometimes hate life, but don’t take life for granted. Gotta try to stay humble even when feeling down.

I highly doubt anyone would really read this journal, I’m not a spammer of my journals.

If you actually do take the time to read this, kudos to yo.

Pirate TimeLord · Post by **Pirate TimeLord** » 25 Nov 2020, 14:44

Hey Hey

Shiny new Journal.

And of course you're good enough for them. I don't see you/ don't that often interact with you, and I can tell you are awesome and definitely good enough for your family.

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 25 Nov 2020, 15:46

Thank you.

I hoped that taking a shower this morning and use my stress relief stuff would put me in a good mood but it’s not working. I just want to be out of this mood.

lambda-sky · Post by **lambda-sky** » 25 Nov 2020, 20:58

omg you're in Texas
Do you have a gun?
Have you seen an armadillo?
How many pairs of cowboy boots do you have?
Have you met Joe Rogen?
What's the weather like, is it actually hot or do people just say that?

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 25 Nov 2020, 23:41

lambda-sky wrote: ↑
25 Nov 2020, 20:58
omg you're in Texas
Do you have a gun?
Have you seen an armadillo?
How many pairs of cowboy boots do you have?
Have you met Joe Rogen?
What's the weather like, is it actually hot or do people just say that?

1: nope
2: a dead one
3: none
4: nope. I think he live in Austin. I’m like 4 hours away.
5: it’s horrible in the summer but spring and the fall are the best times.

lambda-sky · Post by **lambda-sky** » 26 Nov 2020, 19:10

Hmm, you might not be taking full advantage of the culture there...
I hate hot weather but apart from that Texas sounds cool.

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 27 Nov 2020, 13:35

I live in the city.

Not the boonies.

Momogari · Post by **Momogari** » 27 Nov 2020, 15:26

Apart from the cities, I have the impression that the vast majority of Texas is about as exciting as Nebraska.

Ie flat as fuck, depressing, and has a non-trivial proportion of geographic area that smells like shit year-round.

lambda-sky · Post by **lambda-sky** » 27 Nov 2020, 17:38

Not many armadillos in the city then.

Nebraska is where Big Bang Penny is from. Err, Penny from Big Bang Theory.
Maybe that's the only thing it's famous for.

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 28 Nov 2020, 16:52

PSA :

MLM BUSINESSES ARE NOT SMALL BUSINESSES.

it’s a giant ass corporation that is having you sell their stuff, and you barely earning any money. And the more people you get to sign on the higher your earnings are... which then screws them over if they don’t sell enough.

MLM ARE NOT SMALL BUSINESSES.

Ugh.

Post by **lolin** » 28 Nov 2020, 18:43

did someone try to sell you essential oils :<

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 29 Nov 2020, 14:04

They have been trying, yes.

I had bought a print made by Soma. He’s doing amazing art

He’s even done some album covers for some indie bands.

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 30 Nov 2020, 14:14

11/30/2020

It’s cold

lambda-sky · Post by **lambda-sky** » 30 Nov 2020, 15:03

How cold?

Noodle · Post by **Noodle** » 30 Nov 2020, 15:07

Like 0 degrees Celsius.

32 Fahrenheit