Rumble Tumble, Gotta be Humble [Noodle]

[Noodle]

I’m starting my own journal. I love Ivory, Lolin, and Citizen, I just wanted to do my own.

Hi all.
I’m Claudia; I like k-Pop and drawing. I actually really enjoy arts and crafts and I’m one of those people who gathers up all these art supplies and just hoards them for a just in case .

I have two kids. Ages 5 and 2. Not technically married, but practically at this point. But sometimes I wonder if I’m good enough for all 3 of them. I wonder sometimes.

I struggle with PPD still. I have long lasting anxiety from it, and there will be most days where I feel like I’m okay, and then I just hit a low point to where I feel like I’m not good enough.

I’ve done the pills route it’s not a thing for me. They make me feel foggy. Have to deal with it on my own.

Dealing with COVID in the state of Texas is just... mind blowing. People are so against wearing masks I’m just flabbergasted. Sometimes I just want to tell people off, but then it could also get you shot, so really there’s no winning.


I sometimes hate life, but don’t take life for granted. Gotta try to stay humble even when feeling down.

I highly doubt anyone would really read this journal, I’m not a spammer of my journals.

If you actually do take the time to read this, kudos to yo.

[Pirate TimeLord]

Hey Hey

Shiny new Journal.


And of course you're good enough for them. I don't see you/ don't that often interact with you, and I can tell you are awesome and definitely good enough for your family.

[Noodle]

Thank you.

I hoped that taking a shower this morning and use my stress relief stuff would put me in a good mood but it’s not working. I just want to be out of this mood.

[lambda-sky]

omg you're in Texas
Do you have a gun?
Have you seen an armadillo?
How many pairs of cowboy boots do you have?
Have you met Joe Rogen?
What's the weather like, is it actually hot or do people just say that?

[Noodle]

omg you're in Texas
Do you have a gun?
Have you seen an armadillo?
How many pairs of cowboy boots do you have?
Have you met Joe Rogen?
What's the weather like, is it actually hot or do people just say that?

1: nope
2: a dead one
3: none
4: nope. I think he live in Austin. I’m like 4 hours away.
5: it’s horrible in the summer but spring and the fall are the best times.

[lambda-sky]

Hmm, you might not be taking full advantage of the culture there...
I hate hot weather but apart from that Texas sounds cool.

[Noodle]

I live in the city.


Not the boonies.

[Momogari]

Apart from the cities, I have the impression that the vast majority of Texas is about as exciting as Nebraska.

Ie flat as fuck, depressing, and has a non-trivial proportion of geographic area that smells like shit year-round.

[lambda-sky]

Not many armadillos in the city then.
Nebraska is where Big Bang Penny is from. Err, Penny from Big Bang Theory.
Maybe that's the only thing it's famous for.

[Noodle]

PSA :

MLM BUSINESSES ARE NOT SMALL BUSINESSES.


it’s a giant ass corporation that is having you sell their stuff, and you barely earning any money. And the more people you get to sign on the higher your earnings are... which then screws them over if they don’t sell enough.


MLM ARE NOT SMALL BUSINESSES.

Ugh.

[lolin]

did someone try to sell you essential oils :<

[Noodle]

They have been trying, yes.

I had bought a print made by Soma. He’s doing amazing art

He’s even done some album covers for some indie bands.

[Noodle]

11/30/2020


It’s cold

[lambda-sky]

How cold?

[Noodle]

Like 0 degrees Celsius.

32 Fahrenheit